How Much Do I Weigh In Your Heart?

dun see, dun hear, dun feel anythin...

下定决心放弃是我最后的选择，但我却根本办不到。。。一件表面看起来如此容易的一件事，但我做不到。逃避与面对，我的选择为何如此矛盾，在面对的同时却又在逃避。。。每天的过去使我看得更明白，更清楚，因为所看到的东西不会说谎。

why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? why? 为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？为什么？

=tiingx= bubbled

"nothing gold can stay..." this is so true, so true...
fragile friendships...sometimes i rather they dun exist...sometimes i rather i dun hv them... what's the point??? they juz bring u problems n agony because u juz care too much,think too much when they dun even care... reasons after reasons, excuses after excuses...no more please...i believe dat no matter how much i try to convince myself in understandin all the reasons given there's a limit dat one has... i'm alrd stretchin this elastic band in me...how much more do u all think i can stretch??? why do things always turn out like that...?

i'm not so great...i'm human too...a normal human being...i hv my own problems, my own emotions too! who understands...? haiz...sighs...

心寒。。。我不知道我还能做什么来挽留，挽回这一切。。。理由，借口，我都听腻了。我的极限又在哪里？朋友。。。这两个字的意思又是什么？在我生活里到底又存在这几个呢？

what's the point in puttin in effort to keep this relationship goin when ppl dun even try...friends... a word that seems so near, so close to your life, but yet...it is something so distant, so cold, so far away... is this how things shld turn out? o is it juz me???

my life is in a mess! i'm tired...how i wished dat i'll have a neverendin sleep...a sleep till eternity...

=tiingx= bubbled

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ziting.jacintha

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learn french

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