How Much Do I Weigh In Your Heart?

i'm such a useless dumb idiot...for all the faith dat u had in me, i let u down...for all the encouragement dat u gave, i disappointed you... for all the things dat u taught me, i dashed ur hopes... for everythin dat happened 2day, it sucked. i'm juz utter disappointment...

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seriously turnin into a pig...dunno how cum recently so weird...keep eatin n eatin like pig liddat...haiz...sian...so here's wat i've been eatin for the pass 2 days n 2day...fattenin junk food (mostly)...a pig will always remain a pig(referrin 2 myself)...lol... juz sit down at the table n eat for 1-2 hrs...i seriously think i'm crazy...

18 February 2008, Monday, Dinner

1 big plate char kuay tiao wif extra chilli n dark sauce
4 cream puffs
1 red bean bread
1 sambal prawn bread
1 pack of julie's cheese crackers
2 small bars of toblerone chocolate
1 pack of milk flav hello panda

19 February 2008, Tuesday, Dinner

1 bowl of mince pork noodle
2 packs of julie's cheese crackers
1 pack of chocolate wafer (the Loacker kind)
7 packs of want want rice crackers
5 ferrero rocher
1 chupa chups cola flav lollipop
1 snickers bar

20 February 2008, Wednesday(today), Dinner

1 big bowl of laksa (includin ALL the gravy)
1 big pack of potato chips chilli flav
2 packs of julie's cheese crackers
3 packs want want rice crackers
1 BIG bar of toblerone (i think is 250g one...)
half a box of cherry tomatoes
2 bunches of seedless grapes
5 cadbury chocolate bites

guilty until cannot guilty alrd...eat n eat n eat... OMG! cannot stand lor... whole day emoin aso dunno why...i think i turnin into a crazy person alrd la...ARRGH!!!... even my entry makes no sense...haiz...

tmr got maths test!!! dunno if can pass o not lor...haiz...scully ltr hand in blank script i die la...26 MORE DAYS TO BLOCK TEST!!! OMG...IT'S GETTIN NEARER N NEARER! N I'M NOT PREPARED AT ALL! dunno how 2 survive...haiz...SIGHHHHH...

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time for update!!! ~~

1 mth pass alrd! so fast...now is CNY le...n nxt mth is BLOCK TEST!!! OMG...sian... recently, it has been tutorials lectures, tutorials n lectures n more tutorials n more lectures! n as every day passes by, it gets nearer n nearer mid yrs, then prelims, then A LEVELS!!! wonder how i'll cope wif everythin...

for the pass mth, it has been fun for the start n its gettin more n more stressful... OG18! U GUYS ROCK! i'm lookin forward to our bbq on 16 feb! haha... thx for the card eh! touched...gandong...O.O... even if any of u guys wont be stayin in ny, but muz stiu keep in contact ok! hv hols dat time muz meet up hor...haha...

aft orientation, its GAMES DAY! plan until i stress lor... all the dark rings n nightmares...woah... damn horrible de can...1st time chair major event leh... it has been a great learnin experience despite all the stress that has to be undergone...but overall, it has been ok... GAMES DAY, A SUCCESS... the 满足感。all the effort n hard work has been paid off... it was worth it afterall... i dun regret havin puttin in so much effort into it... HSE EXCO! WELL DONE! JIAYOU!!! nxt thing dat we'll be plannin for will be for the elections n camp! jiayou wor!

currently, its the long wk end of CNY mood...i'm eatin too much n turnin into a pig!!! OH NO!!! 减肥，减肥，减肥! MUZ LOSE WEIGHT!!! aft CNY, go back sch, CHEM TEST! arrgh...so irritatin... then 2 days ltr, it'll be valentines day n aft dat...GP PRESENTATION... haiz... this is j2... A LVL, MOST IMPT!

okok...enuf of all my complaints n updates... now is time for pictures!!! enjoy...

CNY eve @ AMK hub