How Much Do I Weigh In Your Heart?

5 days of com all to myself! usually this time my bro will be usin the com de...but, he's not ard! haha...lolx...unlike me, the lucky n fortunate him has gone overseas...me leh! hv 2 stay in s'pore the whole hols! sian...even end of year de shoppin trip 2 KL aso cant go liao...haix... nvm...dun think of the unhappy happenings...

dunno wat has got into me recently...i've been thinkin alot abt lotsa things dat hv happened...sometimes i wonder why do i even think of them...mayb dats me bahx...always living in my own world... 想把自己放开，但又却自我封闭。。。矛盾，矛盾。。。

there's somethin dat i fear dat will most probably happen, but muz i face it alone? deep inside me, i noe dat i hv no will at all to face it. no courage, all fears... facin it alone is tough... stay strong! how to! i cant...its juz so horrible... 我现在只不过在逃避，因为我根本没勇气独自去面对。。。我知道逃避不会解决问题，但我又该怎么办呢？单独去面对，我根本做不到。过程，后果，那一切太多了。。。

=tiingx= bubbled

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ziting.jacintha

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~~a new piano!~~

learn french

learn ice skating

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always stay happy!

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