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omg!omg!omg!omg!omg!
cannot stand it liao!!!
i freakin out here!!!
too many flyin creatures!!!
first a beetle, then a bee, then a giant flyin ant!!!
OMG!!!ARRGH!!! i cant stand it!!! i dun think my bro can stand it anymore too wif all my screamings cos of these flyin thingies ard...lolx... o.O
went j8 wif miic 2day...bought new clothes! spent lotsa $$ le!!! now muz start savin b4 i go on shoppin spree again...haha...
when i came home, went 2 read book! not cook book...is storybook!!! can u believe it! i'm actualli readin leh! Shopaholic!!! nice book abt this person called becky who LOVES shoppin!!! she's like 100 times worse than me when she goes shoppin! her honeymoon was 10 mths long!!! *envious*
then aft dat i went 2 the kitchen 2 find snacks 2 eat! haha...i noe i 贪吃 la... haha...lolx... n guess wat i did when i was eatin! i was battlin wif a MOSQUITO! not an ordinary mosquito, but a 'highly intelligent' one! this big fat mosquito suck dunno how much of my blood le! i noe it is highly interested in me but I AM NOT! so hv to lure it out wif my temptin blood!haha...lolx... n when he was enjoyin a great 'feast', "piak" i killed it! muahaha... but b4 it was defeated, it bit me like 7 times today!!!, not countin the countless times it bit me earlier on...
有时，我不想是那么残忍的一个人。。。但因为被当时的情况所逼，我不能不残忍一些。。。对敌人仁慈就是对自己残忍。不是你死，就是我亡。那当然是你死啦！
now...pics time!haha...lolx...
frozen strawberries! v nice!!! yummy! XD
all green!
my piano...n exam score!!! o.O
the weird flyin beetle!!!!! 
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<trapped in her own world>
FINALLY! OP OVER!!!
super pissed off wif dat freakin teacher 2day!
we play cards not his business aso wan stick his butt in!
kick him la! wats wrong wif ppl playin cards la! aft exam play 4 fun aso cannot! cant stand it! 'watch out nxt yr'...he then watch out! he nxt yr becum my teacher i give him hell lor! Frog teacher!
OP ended real early 2day! then we slacked ard until 5 plus liddat then go home...cum home le go shred all my op script n news article! haha...lolx... dun wanna hv anymore nonsense on pw!!!
为什么一个人的烦恼那么多。。。烦恼多，
人生也变得更加复杂。。。多一点烦恼，就
少一点快乐。。。活在痛苦中的我不知何时
才能再看到开心的那一道光芒。。。难道我
的生命中就不会有快乐的时光吗。。。真是
令人感叹啊。。。
ok...enuf of emo-ing...now for pics!!!haha...lolx...
final OP script!
OP script! look at it again!
our groundbreaker: Louis Pasteur
name so small nametag so BIG!
OP script n news article all shredded!!! 
ice blended banana smoothie...yummy! XD
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<trapped in her own world>
A LVL CHI OVER!!!
YES!!! AFT TMR, OP OVER!!!
YES!!! THEN CAN GO PLAY!!!
YES! YES! YES!
haha...2day's chi paper the qn cum out all weird weird de! then i give the ans aso weird weird de...lols...always liddat de leh...i study de topics always nvr cum out! the stupid bee! i nvr even touch 1 single word fr dat passage b4 lor...haiz... 4get it la...its over anywayz...
did OP this afternoon...but i think we play more than do OP lor...lolx...bridge, dai di, murderer, heart attack...play until we go mad!!!haha...then play wif the visualiser!!! i think we got nothin better 2 play le lor...
why do ppl like 2 suan me!!! i v nice 2 suan izzit! haiz...
人善被人欺。。。
now 4 entertainment time!!!haha...lolx...
OH NO!!! yy n clarence!!!lolx...
yy!!! ben!!! yy 2 timin???haha...lolx...XD
clarence!!! wat happened 2 ur body!!!
all of them have been compressed by the EVIL hand...muahaha...
dats my dinner!!!
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<trapped in her own world>
power-band + rubber-band= teeth super pain!
cant wait 4 my braces 2 get taken out!!! wonder when dat will be...
dunno why 2day keep hittin me teeth then OMG! super pain! eat muruku dat time keep hittin then almost died of painess sia...lolx...
1 MORE DAY TO A LVL CHINESE!!!
ITS TMR!!! SO FAST!!!JIAYOU JIAYOU WOR EVERYONE!!!
ALL THESE CRAPPY SHIT WILL BE OVER SOON!!!
A LVL CHI...PW OP...JUZ A FEW MORE DAYS! ENDURE!
haven finish readin chi ke wen yet...die liao la...if my chi fail ah i think i cry until blind lor...lolx...hopefully dat wont be true bahx...
只要我进了力，对得起自己的良心，我想，我
也无怨无悔了吧。。。不管将来要面对怎样的
结果，我都应该回去接受。不是应该，是一定
要！因为，到时，一切已成定局，什么都改变
不了这个事实了。。。
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<trapped in her own world>
finally finished my I&R!!!
Going to my grandma's hse 4 dinner ltr...wonder wat she'll be cookin...hmm...greedy me...XD...*grins*
everythin will be endin soon... chi a lvl...pw...all over in 3 more days! then aft dat it will be the hols!haha...lolx... but b4 dat day cums, stiu hv 2 work realli
hard! 最后的匆次是很重要的！
we should give every opportunity that we have our greatest shot and not find excuses when we do not achieve wat we wan...
“不要为失败找理由，只要为成功找方法”
我们可以为自己的过失编出很多的借口，但扪心自问，这都是事实吗？我们可以欺骗别人，但在自己的内心深处，我们知道这并非如此。。。骗不了自己，不愿意面对现实，痛苦的还是自己。。。不是吗？
on the way to grandma's hse
Goin home!
i luv seedless grapes!
nutty nutty nutty nuts...
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<trapped in her own world>
haiz...another sleepy day... i think i turnin into pig le lor...everyday aso so tired de...then always feel like sleepin... Zzz...
4got 2 bring my phone 2 sch again!!! 1 wk can 4get twice la! horrible lor...i think my memory failin liao...my phone juz on my bed n i actualli didnt see it! summore the bedsheet n hp cover colour so contrastin la! but i nvr see!!!haiz...realli miss my phone when i was in sch...
haha...2day aft finishin OP rehersal we go see soccer match! see until the sky turn dark lor...lolx... actualli i dun realli fancy soccer juz go see 4 fun onli...haha...XD
now facin a v.v.v.difficult decision 2 make... shld i go 4 OGL o go KL 2 play n shop!?! i both aso wan go!!!but cannot both aso go cos both fall on the same date...haiz...i dunno how 2 choose!!!sian lor...haix...
why muz life be full of so many problems!!! why cant everythin hv a clear cut decision dat can be made!!!why cant things juz turn out right this time!!!why is everythin all so screwed!!!why am i askin so many why qns!!!haha...lols...XD
人生如戏。。。戏如人生。。。我们会在人生
的道路中遇到许多平凡与不平凡的事物。我们
必须在人生的交叉点作出许许多多的选择。做
出选择后，我们将要面对与承担所有的后果。人
生就是如此。。。
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<trapped in her own world>
4 MORE DAYS TO CHI A LVL!!!
5 MORE DAYS TO OP!!!
OMG WHY SO FAST!!!
2day was juz a usual day of sch wif lessons n pw...
aft chi lesson, we go pw classroom do op...budden instead of startin op, we started bridge! then we go close all the doors scared get caught lor...haha...lolx...
i tot dat 2day's rehersal was ok, but i was rather bad... stiu no eye contact! i dun dare... i think is 心
理障碍 lor...how 2 克服! i dunno... once i hv eye
contact i freak out then everythin will screw le...haiz...
aft rehersal go home do bakin again! haha... made cornflake raisin marshmallow crunch 2day! wonder wat i'll make tmr...lols...
ok la...now is pics time!!! :)
Playing bridge!!!
1st winner... 7 diamonds
honey oatmeal chocolate chip raisin cookies i made ytd...
where r the cookies! cookie monsters finished them! 
today... in the process of makin... 
finally! cornflake raisin marshmallow crunch
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<trapped in her own world>
oh no!!! i think i'm goin crazy!!!
this morning i actualli saw someone who was not there!!! sounds weird ritex...i tot so too... i tot dat i saw wing him quein at the front of the class then ltr on go back class dat time i realise she stiu sleepin at home!!! then who was that i saw durin mornin assembly!?! oh no!!!...i'm seein things...o.O...7th month over le leh...eeekk...scary...lolx...
today was the last wednesday of morning assembly... last wed this yr dat all the flags are raised durin mornin assembly...last wed this yr dat i'll raise the flag durin mornin assembly... ... ...
when huifang told me dat it was the last time dat she'll be raisin the phoenix flag, i didnt noe wat 2 say...i didnt noe if i can say anythin cos i was at a loss for words. i juz walked on n on not knowin wat 2 say even when my mouth kept movin...i didnt noe wat i was sayin! felt as though i couldnt help o comfort my friend at all! does this make me a bad friend???i dunno... ... ...
i juz find dat there are many things in life dat we shld cherish n not havin regrets... it may sound simple, but its difficult...
人往往会等到失去后才来后悔为什么没有珍惜
当初所拥有的一切。。。我们都知道珍惜的可贵，但
又有谁能够做得到呢？当我们拥有时，大家都会把这
一切当成理所当然，从未想过会有失去这一切的一
天。但当我们失去后，发现他/她/它的重要性时，那
时以太晚了。。。无法挽回的这一切会使我们感到遗
憾，失望和悔意。。。
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<trapped in her own world>
juz finished bakin my lemon shortcake! haha...lolx...
Today, we got back our promo slips! our class got 100% promotion!!! dat means chalet time!!!lolx...
though promoted, my results were still like shit! so wat if i'm promoted...i'm not even sure if i'm ready 4 j2!
i dun even noe if i can cope wif everythin dat is cumin my way... i juz hv no confidence dat i will do well...
mr toh kept sayin...if we believe dat we can do it, n we put in our best effort 2 do it, in the end, we'll see the rainbow at the end of the road...how true is this..? i do not noe... sayin is easy but the doin part is DIFFICULT!
life is full of many ups and downs. many difficulties and challenges...it is by goin thru them dat we will be able 2 learn n grow bit by bit... i guess its juz a process dats unavoidable... so, i'll hv 2 face it no matter wat!!!
there was a time when i was considerin if i shld repeat yr 1 again...but then i didnt wan 2 feel like i'm bein retained...contradictin ritex...i aso dunno wat i shld do...but i guess i'll juz move on bahx...even if i repeat another yr of jc1, there will be no gurantee dat i will do better than now...
7 more days 2 A lvl chi!!! i dun seem 2 be studyin leh...dunno why aso...mayb becos OP is takin up most of my time! its juz torturin havin to think of exams dat r cumin up soon rite aft the promos...dats jc life bahx i guess...
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today was a v dull day!!! recent days has been OP, OP, n more OP! OP driving me nuts!!! doin OP is like asking me to go and jump down fr a 100 storey building lor...haha...lolx...mayb not so kua zhang but i dun dare 2 talk in front of audience...n stiu muz hv eye contact so hv interaction!!! i freak out liao la...its not dat simple when u noe dat there r ppl accessin u...it's graded! how i wish dat all these will be over soon... its really torturin...juz press on for 10 more days!then its time 2 play! beofre OP there's stiu A lvl chi...promos of all subs dat i fail why muz it be chinese!!! WHY CHINESE!!! haiz... all i can say is disappointments, disappointments and more disappointments...wat happened!!! haiz...
felt v guilty today cos my pw grp had 2 reschedule our OP rehersal time cos i was late! so sorry guys... :( i dun even noe if hv contributed much to the grp o not...it juz seems so unfair... haiz...
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